Weigh in...

I weighed in on Sunday...I was a little disappointed because I gained 1 pound.

Darn, I kinda expected it but I have not been eating very well...too much junk.

But I am not going to get down on myself, I am just going to be better.

I think I am getting ready to start my period too, I feel bloated and I ate everything but the kitchen cabinets last week.

So here's to a great week.

I have been thinking alot about my mom lately.

I know she would want me to be healthy and live a healthier life than she did.

I think sometimes we never think the bad will happen to us and then when it does we can't see the damage inside of our bodies so it never really hits us.

I don't know why mom never changed some of her habits, maybe because we never think it is as bad as it really is.

But I have had mom on my mind alot lately and I know she is with me.

I miss you mom.

Also Jen started the biggest loser at her base in Nebraska and she has been working so hard and setting such a great example for her mom.

Jen you inspire me.